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Sunday, April 19, 2009 !@#$% 4:14 AM
Hi guys. Recently have been soothed by adam's i can't make you love me. I mean i love that side of him. Listened to it before 800m, watch it sometimes before i sleep. When i play it i can't stop it. Its just his rendition of it is so good. I haven actually blogged bout him yet, haha okay right now he's totally taking it all, i don't even notice other people. I can't even do my work. It will be a distraction if i don't listen to him. Don't ask me why i love him so much, ask him how he makes people adore him okays. Yesterday, i got my book from borders, wanying helped me hide it on thurs okays found it at the same place ytd! haha. its The Universe: the biography. yknw my interest in astronamy, so maybe after reading this book i'll decide whetha i really love it or yknw something that i only want to know thru a book and not like study it or sth. I ate sakae sushi 2 wks consecutively and watched 2 ten bucks movie and keep going out every other day. but next week seem to gna be like that too. and zac effron is so hot in 17 again! everyone shld watch it, its funny and worth it. my life now is just so many things going on right now, and now i know that i'm not good handling it. i keep walking away from it. well imma look forward to thurs, i can see that double gold (: i'm like so proud and happy for everyone man, haven felt like this for long. like genuinely feeling the team, and this journey's gna end, we've come a long way i can't believe we've had a four year journey in this thing i used to call shit. haha, its like, i actually don't really feel that shit thing anymore, its more like bittersweetness now. i can't say much cus its not over yet haha. right officially unover. okays need to get things done, later manu match. can't wait for adam's next performance. its like my driving force. cus i can't make you love me if you dont' you can't make your heart feel something it wont here in the dark in these lonely hours i will lay down my heart and i 'll feel the power but you won't no you wont cus i can't make you love me if you don't. |