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Friday, January 9, 2009 !@#$% 7:00 AM
![]() schools like a mtherfking bitch. for me this week, is the so call hell-of-a-week. its like sick shit. went to the doc's just now, he was like, why, stress huh? wanted to say yes maybe thats why. Monday -morning jog (6 rnds), pe and stupid stairs for training oh my gosh it was like my shit was better can. diarrhoea like 2 times at night or sth. had to do some unfinished work and decided to not give a shit and went to sleep. tues- morn jog, oh ya diarrhoea in the morn too, totally dozing off during lessons and chinese, totally fainted when i knew we had to do a speech. cus yknw i have a debate on thurs that we barely start talking about. so had a meeting with eng tcher then went home, reached like 5, had to sleep for awhile first. tried to study emaths, tried. oh wells, failed. so at 11 i watch DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES, last episode of s4. and the ending was so so so so so omgosh. like totally make me think that its the best show in the world. i mean like susan was kissing another guy leh, thought she's with mikeeeee?!! so shes got anotha beau, and so what happen to her baby la? i need season 5 like NOW!!! and i wanted to study and so nv go see the doc, when my ass was totally in pain, like someone set fire on me. dad was like i bet u wna get mc alrdy, i was like this is the first time i'm not eager for the mc, in fact i don't need it. haha. still going for morn jog. weds- morn jog, so glad there's fnn later, so no trng, the whole day is really can die, during fnn when ms mo was talking i almost fell off the chair. haha but we made nice honey date cake and brownies! haha super nice. mumsy wants me to bake for cny. okay went was totally rushing the debate thing, slept at 1 plus plus, cus diarrhoea again, cldn't see the doc cus i had to do debate. thurs- morn jog, fat thing's sweet 16, went out, okay the debate was stressful, glad its over but when i go home i still hafta fret about my chinese speech, like one thing aft another. went out , had our lunch like at 5! i felt like we were like those best friends on lipstick jungle/cashmere mafia/sex&thecity type, catching up and gossiping over lunch. that was so lunch-dinner. went home felt like some dead fish, continued finding stuff on the speech, i like doing it but i just cant translate my thoughts onto the paper. fri - morn jog then level morn jog then still fretting over the fat speechhh, which i have to finish by monday. and memorise by tues?! when i have like test on next mon, tues and weds! today my legs are like not in the condition to run 1500m race tmr. sat - you heard that, so i'll be embarrassing myself at gombak tmr and i wna go tuition okay. this sucks the hell out of my life, i really wna go tuition and next sat there's f-ing bedok reservoir. i dknw what to say, prolly be running away. fyi i'm getting my chinese o's on monday and f&n question too, how unstress can i be?? so how can i love school. tryna get past tmr, then monday i'll prolly cry, not becus i laugh. and there's trng. i can cry now. but today i laughed till my wits. like totally laughed till i felt so breathless and weak and spasm or sth, thanks to myself, haha, krystal, loo, inez, ruth and elaine okay they all were the max can, then me and wt just stare yknw, then laugh somemore, then stone again then laugh somemore. and today i observed pple's laughter. hahaha. oh ya bobeeny too, she is zuper crazy. so i think today i laughed the most number of minutes in the entire of my life!! haha. the 9 pm chan 8 show was funny too! oh and the 7pm chan u show, kevin cheng is kinda hot and bosco wong was so retardly funny. haha. right so i guess that's due to stressness, we all just had to laugh and relieve the stress. this is gna continue till like april? i'll be dying, but then, my fnn coursework wld be sorta done, ohmy i need to practice cooking, and i'll be free from trackkkkkk! nows like a good time to tattoo, like i think i wld be numb. haha, miami ink now! my legs really can be chopped off alrdy. just now was relunctant to go to the doc's cus i wld have to climb 4 storeys when i come back! cant afford it! so now its dying. i want lactic to be extinct. i talk too much haha. still talking. today morn heard ''each time -e17" on the radio and totally got addicted again (: okay i know everything i do now will be worth it after some time, so i will pers for now, for my studies, for bedok reserv i dknw when i will break down. so now its like work hard and play hard. waiting for the day when i'll be able to come back home at 3 to eat lunch infront of the tv and sleep after that. that was my routine for half the year during 08. wonder how the s4s survived sec4 year! i swear i'll do well for the amaths test. haha okay i think i will, i hope. manutd vs chelsssssss on sun, wanting's bday too. just hope i don't die tmr. |